ugh.
life is completely static right now.
not moving forward and certainly not going back.
i dont like this at all.
i keep staring at my phone and wanting it to show a number that i havent seen yet, with a text that says 'hey, its josiah. wanna hang out?'
just the way he says my name in class gets to me.
sad isn't it?
i would love to have one thing go right in my life.
that would be more fantastic than i could imagine.
oh well... doesn't look like that is going to happen any time soon.
Let time happen.
ReplyDeleteboo time.
ReplyDeletei have been by myself since sophomore year.
when will it be my turn?
why can't i be happy?
there are couples ALL OVER campus and yet i'm completely alone.
why can't fairness be in my favor for once?