he is just chivalrous.
it had nothing to do with me or interest in me.
at all.
because when we were playing apples to apples this evening, josiah gave his hoodie to another girl.
i know im reading way into the circumstances, because it was freezing in the sub shop today.
but i felt my stomach drop into my toes when he handed her his jacket.
the same jacket i wore...
it was chivalry.
it was courtesy.
it was nobility.
nothing more than that.
how could i ever think a guy like him would be interested in a girl like me?
after writing all kinds of papers this week, my brain must be fried...
You're looking at this all the wrong way. Just because he is a nice guy and shares his sweatshirt with people when they're cold doesn't necessarily mean that he likes them or doesn't like you. Exactly what you said, he's chivalrous. He's a nice guy, and that should be a characteristic that you like about him; not a characteristic that you feel sad about. Think of it this way: He's nice. He's sweet and he's caring. All that you can do is add that to the reasons why you like the guy as a person. He's welcoming and he's generous. :D Think positive, Doll.
ReplyDeletei know he is nice. thats why i like hime. but it was one of those scenes that you watch and think 'oh yeah. im not supposed to be here for this...' maybe i am looking at it wrong. but... i wont ever know will i? he wont talk to me anyways... so...
ReplyDeleteyou are looking at this the wrong way.
ReplyDeletewhy WOULDN'T he like you?!?
your beautiful.
amazing.
awesome.
funny.
smart.
silly.
:D
the list goes on...and on..........and on.........................................................................and on.....................................................................and on.........................................................................................................................................................and on..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................and on................................................................................................................................................................................and on......................................................you get the idea.
Obviously I don't get it. I don't see anything good about myself at all. Just flaws. Glaring, nasty flaws. And he doesn't like me. If he did, he would have said something by now....
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