My Stomach is in Knots...

i am really nauseous.
i only ate a lil bit of mac and cheese today and a granola bar.
i almost regret sending that message last night.
the anticipation is practically gnawing away at my nerves.
yup, that is right.
i took a risk last night and messaged josiah.
did it work?
no reply as of this moment...
i did give him my number tho...
maybe later...
but...
here is what i said:
So. You are cool. I can be cool too. Sometimes. :) We should get to know each other. Maybe. If you want to. Because I do. And I feel like I am babbling right now. I do that when I am nervous. Hopefully it will be seen as endearing rather than idiotic. :D Anyway. Um, if you need a break from studying... My number is 5743601540. :D
was it cheesy and lame?
pretty much yeah.
but if it gets me somewhere, who am i to complain?
i would really love some 'confidence in a box' from walmart right now...
:(