Promises, promises...

promises range from very simple to exceedingly complicated.
something as significant as a parent promising that they will be at their childs' soccer game. to a child that is everything.
or a simple promise like a friend promising to talk to the very next day.
a promise is meant to be kept. people wouldnt make them if they were meant to be broken. why would someone deliberately make a promise and then go back on their word?
it makes no sense.
but yet there are people out there who do this.
there are people with good intentions out there, of course. those people are hard to find. how do you know if their intentions are good or not?
one cant know for sure.
trust in a person is a delicate thing.
i completely and utterly trusted someone to not let me down. i care so much for this person and i believed that he cared about me too. i guess i was wrong. i can understand breaking a promise once. but flaking out on someone three times? rather sad.
i sit here by my phone and glare at it, wish with all the might of a hurricane that it will ring and be the one who promised he wouldn't let me down.