Dear World,

wow. today was actually a good day. that's actually a surprising thing. hmm...

this morning started off rather crappy because i woke up thinking it was saturday. that threw my whole morning off. 2nd hour was pretty good. thank you nathan gardner, even though you are really scary. 3rd hour was lame because we didn't do anything at all. 4th hour, i hung out with my big sissy! we looked at the new Seventeen magazine. it has a list at the back of 17 things to do this summer. sarah and i already said that we are going to complete it. i don't know where to find a tandem bicycle though.... the seniors got their senior band shirts. i stripped in the office and am wearing it now. yay! 5th hour, we learned about medical marijuana. thanks brandon. lol. 6th hour, kayla's grandma brought in home-made cream puffs! they were freaking amazing!!!!!!!! favorite dessert, ever, possibly. and 7th hour, now, i am with my girls: sarah and crysania. even though sania is making me angry. EAT, DANG IT! EAT! grr! yes, i did just growl at you. then this evening i get to go eat dinner with my family. i love family dinners. they make me smile.

so...this guy. he is everything i want, everything i need. he says all the right things at exactly the right time...but he is just a friend... (yes i do realize that i just used song lyrics from 'Everything You Want' by Vertical Horizon. the lyrics describe my situation right now.) its sad that he could be all i have ever wanted/needed. but i just don't think that we fit together. well, not even that. i am just not...ugh. i don't even know why i can't bring myself to be with him. my mom really likes him and approves of him. maybe it will all get clearer this summer. i really hope so. everything looks brighter in the summer time.

hmm. i don't know what else to say right now. i am content. for the first time in a long time, i am content.

ok. nevermind. today turned out rather poopy. because of my freaking mood swings. grr.
Pretty Princess OUT! :D