Dear World,

i am in school at this moment. i will be leaving at 3. oh, how i wish that bell would ring.
today i presented my powerpoint for government. it was horrible. i hope i havent completely failed it.

this one question keeps running through my head: when you fall for a person, is there an exact moment when you realize that there is no way in hell that you could ever be worthy of someone like them? it is all i can think about. why cant i be good enough? as stupid and cliche teen-angsty as it sounds, i feel like i am not good enough for a guy, or my parents, or my friends. it is basically ridiculous. all of my friends are gorgeous and amazing in every way possible. and then here i am. no wonder that every person that looks at me just skims right over me. i am not worth stopping and looking at. and no matter what i do, i feel like i could never be good enough, never meet my parents' expectations. i am definitely not as smart as my mom thinks i am. i am not a straight A student. i am completely and totally average and it is pathetic. there is not one single thing that sets me apart from others. i am utterly plain. i fit into the background so well it is almost as if i am not there.

wow. that was happy and awesome. too bad i am in a crap mood.

Pretty Princess is going to go be average now....