Update

Well. This week has been really hectic. And its only Thursday night.
Positives: I skipped class to go to the most important and amazing game of the season, where I drooled (figuratively) over (one) my current crush(es). :] I got a lot accomplished at GBIM, the missions organization I volunteer at. I also actually talked to number 2 of my crushes today. My mom came and saw me yesterday and my dad is coming tomorrow. I have the silliest roomie ever and I love her dearly. We have odd conversations. I am doing pretty well in all of my classes. We have also devised crazy cool bucket lists for each other. I will post them at a later date.

Negatives: I am tired. ALL of the time. Ugh. I just can't shake it. I think I am stressed out. Tuition is going up by almost a thousand dollars for next year. I am stressed about finding a job that I desperately need. I am so utterly and incredibly ready for spring break. I am counting down the days. (29) I'm still really struggling with my self-esteem. I know that is kinda a cliche thing to say, but hey. Its what I deal with. Everybody has their own struggles. Mine just happens to be my pudgy tummy and thunder thighs. Oh yeah, and the whole thing about marriage. A girl on my hall got engaged on Monday. And it seems to be that marriage comes up in class a lot. I think the forces of the world are trying to mock me. So what did I daydream about today? Crush number 1 proposing to me, of course. Was it amazing? Yes indeed. Will that ever in a squillion and a half years happen? No. Why? Because I am quite sure he has a crush on another girl on my hall. eh. C'est la vie.

Any other interesting tid-bits I feel my dedicated audience should be privy to? Hmm. I really do believe that somewhere in my future, I am destined to be married and become a mommy. Call it a gut feeling. Anyways, since I have no idea who my future husband could turn out to be, I have been writing him letters. I know, its weird. But have you ever met me? Really. Well. That seems to be all...