Surrender...

I am done.
I give up.
I surrender.
The white flag is waving.
I can't keep picking my heart up off the floor every day like this.
I can't keep looking for you every single time I leave my dorm room.
I just can't.
I have to be numb to you and all the others, because you all are the same; you make smart girls like me fall for you without even realizing it and then you don't even notice we exist.
A snow ball in hell has a better chance of making it to the artic than I do of ever being with him.
How fair is that?
Well. I am done with it.
I can't take it anymore.
I am not going to keep piecing my heart back together after I see you smile.
Its not worth it is it?
You don't acknowledge my existence anyways.
Besides, she makes you smile.
Might as well have her instead of the unworthy, right?